Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Nivlag

You say you're fine, okay that's cool. But baby if you only knew.
My heart and mind race in
an endless chase of thoughts and dreams.
I think about you daily, while you guard your heart it seems.
All those words I said, I didn't mean.
The world is pushing and screaming in my head,
so much sometimes I wish I was dead.
But out of all those thoughts,
the one that plagues me most,
is the thought that You might hate me,
And I become your ghost.

I say all the time 'the past is the past' yet yours I somehow didn't let go.
Some say I'll be better off without you, and some say 'I told you so',
I made a mistake, you of all people should know.
Please don't push me away,
With your permission I'd like to stay.
During this whole ordeal, I've come to realize this one thing.
You're the one who makes my heart sing,
With everything we have been through,
I have fallen deeply in love with you.

So here it is, I hope you understand,
I plead before thee,
Please provide a second chance,
please forgive me?